1. |
Control
04:00
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But man, I’m sick of saving face
I know what I want and I want to not care if it’s to your taste
But oh, when you’re there you control me
And often I wonder if you've ever really known me
I know you and I have had our differences
And I just want to know about you
I was just a kid
What am I now?
You made me feel small
You still do it now
Hidden behind my darth vader mask
I wanted some friends
But what do I want now?
I know you wouldn’t hit me again, now
Yet still you maintain control now
And i don’t know what is going on in your head
I wonder if you’ll keep that secret until you’re dead
But man, I’m sick of saving face
I know what I want and I want to not care if it’s to your taste
But oh, when you’re there you control me
And I wonder if you even really know me?
I love you!
I love you still!
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2. |
Beehive
02:25
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I keep coming back here again
But I don't know why
I'm always in a rush to leave
I always waste my time
Too many things juggling
Not a single way to fly
I’m trying to escape the beehive
Cos no one else will to try
Never near
Never that far
I'm not sure what's in my head
But i’m not living in the past
I'm trying to stay calm
But the storm never passed
Looking forward to the flowers abloom
But it's a vision that's with the stars
Outro
I wanna get away
Leave all of this behind
Take my time this time
I don't wanna start over again
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3. |
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Move fantastic
Ever ecstatic
Love yourself
It's good for your health
Move for you
Glow all through
Love yourself
It's good for your health
Darken the light
Only at night
Twist my leg
Move my head
Dance alone
To the bone
Pivot my feet
Feel at peace
Beating heart
never found
Put on a pedestal
Feel the ground
Touch the toes
Feel the flow
Just - let go
Move fantastic
Ever ecstatic
Love yourself
It's good for your health
Move for you
Glow all through
Love yourself
It's good for your health
Love yourself
It’s good for your health
Hey it's you
My old friend
Let's spin around together
Use these legs of ours
This time is ours
We can make it ours
I've missed you
If you can't tell
Let's take a walk together
And break this spell
Move fantastic
Ever ecstatic
Love yourself
It's good for your health
Move for you
Glow all through
Love yourself
It's good for your health
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4. |
Team
03:08
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Hey baby we're a team
You and me we'll go everywhere we'd like to have been
Crop up in my dreams
Yeah cos baby we're a team
I love you and you love me
Whatever we do we can make it through
Hey baby I love to have fun with you
You know that whatever we do
I'm just glad it's with you
I might not always show it
You might not always be there with me
But lady I love you
And you sure do seem to love me
Cos baby we're a team
You and me we'll go everywhere we'd like to have been
You crop up in my dreams
Hey! baby we're a team
I love you and you love me
Whatever we do we can make it through
You're beautiful, smart, funny and you spend all your time with me
I can't imagine where I'd be
Without you to guide me
And I'm gonna try my hardest to move so much closer out of this new cross place and off the hard shoulder
I wanna spend all my time with you
But I gotta try and make money till 2
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5. |
Wine
03:50
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I used to lie to my mum a lot
Crisps behind the bed
And cigarettes out the window
I was still a kid though
I was still a kid though
I used to drink a lot
Spent nights in the parking lots
I'd pretend it wasn't real
To avoid the whole speal
But now
A bottle of wine is all I'd need
if that was still ok with me
I feel like granite, just let me plummet
A bottle of wine is all I'd need
But I'm not bowing into greed
And I’ll never be the same again
But at least he's not hers and I'm not him
The time that passed without thinking
Time that never passed without drinking
Blue nights all alone talking to myself
Grinning in the dark
I couldn't find my heart
With easily hours spent in easy hours
Going back and forth for the vodka that I bought
Just to sit on the roof and smoke in the moonlight
With different friends every night
Tryna keep at bay the fright
Losing a battle that I didn't wanna fight
Just to leave it with the sofa
Whilst dreaming of the chauffeurs
A bottle of wine is all I'd need
If that was still ok with me
But I feel like granite, just let me plummet
A bottle of wine is all I'd need
But I'm not bowing into greed
And I'll never be the same again
But at least he's not hers and I'm not him
Always feeling lost thoughts always drifting
Didn't know who I was
Didn't know what I was missing
Not sleeping through the night
My stomach feeling twisted
Tabs choking up my throat
I never knew a single quote
Feeling like a loser
Cos I'd always lose her
Green in my eyes
Trying to disguise
The cash in my wallet’s all taken from hers
But the guilt never caught up, cos I'm coming with the lies
(Everything’s fine how about that!)
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6. |
Plans
02:17
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I'd like to be at a party
In my favourite party dress
The sun enveloping my face
A gorgeous hand around my waist
But instead I'm stuck home dreaming of being chased
My dreams never end in good taste
It's been some time that I've been on my own
But not quite long enough to forget what I'm missing
Always near enough to hear who's been kissing
I'd like to be at a party in my favourite
Party dress
But I'm always the host and never the guest
I keep waking up from the same dream
It’s been a few nights since i got some sleep
I get up and I stroll around
Take a little look to see what I have found
And it’s up alright
Oh so I’m up all night
Tracing footsteps through the snow in my mind
I try and remember the dream that I had
But my memory remains unkind, to me
I wonder if i’ll sleep tonight
I hide under my sheets
So my pets can’t see me weep
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7. |
Desert
04:20
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A day in a desert
What a way to begin
Clear blue moments of feeling alive
Hair blowing in the breeze
The collection of feeling calm
Hundreds of miles away from home
But never once feeling alone
Taken to the core
Hungover but not ignored
Never feeling bored
Everything so blue, yellow, and warm
People I know everywhere but I don't care
Minutes in the dark
Bringing light to the place
With endless empty open space
Playing drums just because I could
Happy in my state
My tendency to over think not dwelt upon
With a kiss that touched my heart
I never tried to outsmart
Blissfully unaware of my past mistakes
Never once thinking of my future
Just a desert and my heart
Lala
A day in a desert
Never knew I was a sweater
But I was sweet to her
Laid with my feet to her
I'd travel to the beach with her
I was happy
Hidden from everyone
Hidden even from the sun
Away in the woods
I was feeling proud
No need to astound
In that moment I loved her
Sun beaming down
No one else around
No one else
No one else around but her
I was sitting by the shore
My hangover washing away
And while the lead up was all grey
I wouldn't trade it for a single day
Just a desert
Just a desert and my heart
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8. |
Grave (Ft. 010)
03:13
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I miss your touch
I miss the way that you look at me
There's nothing beyond the moment that's here
I couldn't imagine you
But now you're clear
The shape of you
I never knew my cue
That was the truth
I want you to know that I cry in cream
I was doing just fine before you
Pull me closer
Before it's all over
I lie for you
I wish I wouldn't
Anything you want
Cos you know I'm yours
Just Please help me through my door
(( Chrooassaaasss)
You used to call me
And tell me what you thought of me
So know that I'm not gonna be here forever
Is it too late to that say I'm sorry
Cos I'm moving ever closer to my grave
And I don't want to be the one to misbehave
Lying here
White covering my soles
And the holes in conversation lead me through my broken memories
Where I feel like I remember you through some distant telepathy
And where the short speeches prepared in my brain are all but forgotten when you walk in
And I don't know what's there is left to say
Except hey
Chorus
Yeah man I'm fine
Yeah man I'm fine
Yeah man I'm fine
I feel ok
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9. |
Friends
03:20
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I don't really wanna be with my friends
These moments don't seem to be finding an end
Beginning again
Beginning again
Isolation don't need an occupation
I wanna leave never remain in station
A gentle breeze could remind me of my place in
All of this, couldn't go amiss
Reach around, pull out the crowd
Take a minute, relax in a bow
Never figured I’d make my mistakes
But now I'm watching them at every take
Yeah yeah
Stuck
And I don't know why I stay
Oh well I'm moving on
Probably won't be long before I'm gone
Give me a minute to compose myself
Yeah I need a second for just my health
Level the ground, hidden by the sound
Always delaying the sequel
I don't know everything I want
So don't come to me acting like a snob
Stuck I don't know why I take it
Cos everything seems commonplace here
But I'm always in a race, always in a race
Stuck I don't know why I take it
Cos everything seems commonplace here
But I'm always in a race, always in a race, always in a race
Take the time
To look back at the pile
I'm never on the brink again
Never near the sink again
But I never wanna move or be me again
Cos I'm really very bored of being ignored
And I don't know what I want
Left and right I can't decide
I'm never polite
Drinking it away out of fright
Couldn't hide my pain but kept it out the light
Facing it every day
While keeping it firmly at bay
I felt in shock
Keeping my eyes on the clock
It'll tick away
And I'd still be there
Always under care
I don't really wanna be with my friends
These moments don't seem to be finding an end
Beginning again
Beginning again
Stuck I don't know why I take it
Cos everything seems commonplace here
But I'm always in race, always in a race
Stuck I don't know why I take it
Cos everything seems commonplace here
But I'm always in a race, always in a race, always in a race
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10. |
Free
03:11
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I feel free
You know how I feel
And you know that I am real
Yeah you know
Yeah you know
I feel free
It’s taken some time to get here
But I feel free
I used to feel trapped with nowhere to go
Stuck in my head with no one to vent
I was alone
Yeah I was alone
Dark blue and red nights
Empty space and dim lights
Stuck to the ground with no wind for my kite
No one to talk, words with myself
I was helpless sometimes, but never stuck at great heights
I suffered sometimes, but never moved in fright
I was alone
Now I feel free
Now I feel free
Now I feel free
Now I feel free
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